#AAST To watch someone else benefit from undeniable love and care you’ve genuinely displayed, and to never receive the reciprocal sucks. Honestly, to know that I finally feel as if I’m getting rewarded for my work is awesome. Albeit, I invested so much time and energy in to one person. All I have left is an unbridled genuineness. She sees that. She cares not about my past heartbreaks. She cares not about my past mistakes. When we’re together, it’s just us. No phone, no friends, no “family”. Just us. I’ve been looking for that my entire adult life. It took for me to climb out of a very deep, dark mindset and a choice chance of flight to finally accept my greatest gift yet. With the incomparable help of my family and a major assist from @chrispynotgrilled, I have finally found a true happiness. Thank You. I love you all.